It's not enough.... & I, I wish it was...

this morning I just have so many thoughts. Not quite sure which direction I am heading in. Not sure what decision is the right one. All I know is that this song has been on repeat in my car, and in my head. Hopefully, something will result from it's significance. I pray this morning for my heavy heart. & for direction, not only for myself, but for those closest to me...

I'm sorry if this hurts you,
but I tried to keep what we had once, I was wrong
it wasn't keeping me awake,
you didn't listen, you didn't hear me,
when I said I want more I got no more,
you weren't stealing me away.....
All the memories that we're losing
all the time that I spent with you everyday
I think it's running down the drain
I'm feeling, that we're fading
don't make this as hard as you think it would be
it's a lot easier than it seems yeah

It's not enough
it's not enough to get me what it is I want
it's not enough
it's not enough to get me everything I need...

And I can feel were falling down
slowly,slowly
I can see us starting to drown
Can't stop it now
I can see we're burning out
so show me, show me
how your gonna turn it around?
because...

It's not enough
it's not enough to give me what it is I want
it's not enough its not enough to get me everything I need
and I, I wish it was
I think its time, to give this up...
It's not enough
it's not enough
it's not enough
it's not enough
It's not enough
It's not enough, for me...